Grandma Malone

was November 28, 1999
in the afternoon Pacific Time.
He slipped from one shell into the sea
until another shell came his way.
On my dresser, he stands on a boulder
lodged in a river with rapids.
He smiles, teeth bared
like the grizzly bear on his shirt.
Bear was one of his totems,
as was Eagle with out-stretched talons.
And Dad still speaks to me
through Elvis songs on the radio.

her handwritin
makes me long for those fingers
pointin and flickin ashes

smoke curlin a story across
the dull brown table held by
scratched metal legs

she wrote a poem
of loneliness across the first
winter without grandpa

though she planned to quit him
before he took ill and left
by death

grandma keep singin
from your side of the veil
keep singin me to you

of the Cherokee
First Woman

Corn Mother
raises her hands
palms open

she sews peace in spirit
and a blanket of truth
over a land of plenty